Brain Sludge

Higher Education: Is it worth it?

Looks like the last time I posted here was around a year and a half ago. As it so happens, the thing that’s been preventing me from posting is the same thing I’m here to write about; school. I had a weird day. It wasn’t especially weird compared to any other day, but it was a bit of a turning point.

I withdrew from my first class ever. I didn’t want to – I just don’t think I’m going to be able to complete my visual art minor so I decided to withdraw. The class was an evening figure drawing class and getting home at 11pm only to have to be up and out the door the next morning by 7am is not a great schedule.

I’m getting frustrated with my long commutes – I drive 3-4 hours a day, five days a week and some days my driving hours far outnumber my lecture hours. I wish I could make that time more productive. I tried vlogging last term; that didn’t work out since the camera I have really isn’t meant for that sort of thing. Also, I feel like driving is the thing I complain about most and I’m sure people are sick of hearing about it. I’m sick of hearing myself complain about it. And yet here I am. . . *complain-complain-complain* 🙂

In case you don’t know, I’m going to Oregon State University, pursuing a degree in Nutrition with the end-goal of becoming a Registered Dietitian. The program is tough, there’s little room for error, and missing a term or a core class can set me back a full year. The Dietetics program basically wraps up with an internship and I need to apply for that in less than a year. Also, not everyone who applies for an internship gets placed. I’m coming to terms with the fact that I’m probably not going to get placed. I feel this way because I have a lack of healthcare-related experience. I did mostly art for 7 years, then up and decided on nutrition so nothing I’ve done, prior to three years ago, has anything to do with nutrition or health or even food. Well, I did make chef coats, but that’s the closest I’ve come. It wouldn’t be the worst thing in the world if I didn’t get an internship, but it would be a huge bummer. . . which is why I’m mentally preparing myself now.

I started a YouTube channel (actually made it about 10 years ago, but it’s been stagnating) as an avenue to practice sharing my nutrition knowledge so subscribe to that (please). The channel’s going to be filled with random nonsense (nutrition/food related nonsense, mostly) until I figure out what to focus on, unless I decide my focus will be “post whatever I want”. There’s not much up there now, but subscribe anyway; it’ll help get me motivated to make more videos! Write you again soon! (*Fingers-crossed* it won’t take another year and a half!)

Here’s a recipe to [not] try in the meantime.